Changed LJ
Sep. 25., 2005 | 05:09 pm
My new LJ user name is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
datei_engel
If you wanan add me go ahea.d I not then well...e,lrmjwjoijewjriwerojer
datei_engelIf you wanan add me go ahea.d I not then well...e,lrmjwjoijewjriwerojer
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So ugh bajksheu
Aug. 20., 2005 | 03:47 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
CONTENT wanna talk to arg >__O
Musik zur Zeit: Cocito the bird whistling ^ ^
o.o Man.....I wonder if Arg is mad atm e for being such a bitc by disappearing that shro titme I wa sonline. No tmy fault the company comptuer suxx.... ><;
.......Nyah.....
But yea now I got this nice shiney laptop with Windows XP and 93894898498938484 RAM ^^; I wish I had PSO but not like I would be abe to pla it any wyas rofl....:o
K I'ma go bother ppl
.......Nyah.....
But yea now I got this nice shiney laptop with Windows XP and 93894898498938484 RAM ^^; I wish I had PSO but not like I would be abe to pla it any wyas rofl....:o
K I'ma go bother ppl
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....
Aug. 19., 2005 | 09:35 am
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
annoyed
Musik zur Zeit: Silence :o
:o....
Puerto rico is interesting atm. Its raining O_O. I'm at my aunt's job uh doing what I do best? O.O;
To whoever the fluffing bob comemnted on my last journsl entry spazzing out about shiz .......Uhm......I have nothign to say to you other than if you don't like the fact that I'm with Arg then I can take care of that. But unfrotunately for you that won't happen :)
Actually, how about we just say me and arg aren't together anymore so you won't have a problem. You make me feel very bad :o You suxxorz. I no talk to you no mores~! Rofl.
Pathetic lil human........PHEAR MY HAX0R WRATH. Oh and btw....
Uh......
Rofl.....
Nvm....XD
Huu huu
How many days till Val comes back? Can you guess?
Hmmm~
Puerto rico is interesting atm. Its raining O_O. I'm at my aunt's job uh doing what I do best? O.O;
To whoever the fluffing bob comemnted on my last journsl entry spazzing out about shiz .......Uhm......I have nothign to say to you other than if you don't like the fact that I'm with Arg then I can take care of that. But unfrotunately for you that won't happen :)
Actually, how about we just say me and arg aren't together anymore so you won't have a problem. You make me feel very bad :o You suxxorz. I no talk to you no mores~! Rofl.
Pathetic lil human........PHEAR MY HAX0R WRATH. Oh and btw....
Uh......
Rofl.....
Nvm....XD
Huu huu
How many days till Val comes back? Can you guess?
Hmmm~
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Setsunai omoi o
Aug. 17., 2005 | 10:02 am
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
Me tired...I sleep on plane?
Musik zur Zeit: Fatty Koo - > Bounce
Everything is fine now >.<;
Today I'm leaving....Thank you lord. 6 hour plane ride LKJLJVLJSJEKLJRJ >_<
:o
Moo moo cowz
Arg is resigning as admin because of my rant. :o
....Meh.
Today I'm leaving....Thank you lord. 6 hour plane ride LKJLJVLJSJEKLJRJ >_<
:o
Moo moo cowz
Arg is resigning as admin because of my rant. :o
....Meh.
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Punihsment on Anatard :o
Aug. 17., 2005 | 02:29 am
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
stupdi air conditioner
YOU KNWO WHAT?! I wanna rant.....
Mmk so Mike post son Anatard'sGM forums.....Saying all this stuff abotu touside ppl's opinions. OK LOOK SEIROUSLY I'VE NOTICED THIS LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG AGO AND GOD FUCKING DAMN IT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL ARG BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HE DOESN'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT WHAT OTHER PPL SAY. RAWR~!!!! >_<
I told him considering other ppl's thoguhts is always a good thing. Yes we wanna be legit, but I also said what oen perosn thinks can spread by convincing other ppl. Like wtf....
Now they're making nominies for ppl who can be outside allies of ANtard? Pffft I STAND UP FOR ANATAR. But i can't lie and say, "Oh no all the GMs are nice..." Puni isn't nice. Cussing at ppl to make themgo to lobby 15. Yes cussing get syou far in lie....
...Imagine just how othe rppl would take it. Right w/e.....Lemmie shut up. Its not my serverm its not my bsiness, nto my stress, not my issue, not my public, I'm not the God of the server, w/e
ANYWAYZ
Today was my last day of being in the country o the U.S and today I leave at like 12:30 - 1:00 and my day was fucking ruined. I planne dit ot be liek a day to spend with ym friend but hah....right...like any of them get along....
Ok so see my day started of fine. Woke up Eddie early int he morning....Talked to him....
Then wne tonline talke dot arg that went ine later on I wanted t spend time with someppl on PSO for the final hours I had. Ok Device & Arg.....
....Now I think my last day on the itnernet and shit I wouldn't want Arg runnign aorudn btiching at me or anyone else. I really don't deserve it today. That pissed me the fuck off he ruined my day or bitching at Device for using MY LEGIT huge plantain fan......w/e Arg
Then I go away to take a shower then my mom and dad have this nice arguement which pissed me off even more. Then my mum did me hair and Monica payed a visit. Jenna nor Shiela came along to say bye to me on ym final day.....Ok....Nice....And they call themselves my bestestestetsttes friends...
Continuing...
My day jsut gets worse :D
Go onlien tryign to o the whole PSO hting again. Device n Eddie.....Mmk neither a good idea.....Got fucked over cause eddie and device don't get along.....
.....Eddie left...Right. Ok.
So we go out to the lobby and well Rachel runs into Anatar ............Mmk......Eddie leaves with her.....so I go on Scthack nd han gout in Lobby 3 with Aureo, Rachel, Eddie, n Device. Mmk so Eddie leaves and makes a room caus ehe can't stand to be device. Ok but wtf its my time to spend with my friends right?
So I go and wander itnot eh roomt hey're in....Mmk I'm being neglected but yeah ne wperson in there so I odn't say anything...Pretty shy.....Ok so I get no attneiton form eddie wa\hatosever throughotu the whole time....Pisses me off...but still I kept my motuth shut....
So then eddie starts tlaking sweet to this one chick and that pisse sme off. I'm not the type to get jelaous and I odn't liek being jealous so I just got pissed o even more. K......Then ater rachel and that hcick left ai just spit it all out....
.......So I gues smy damn didn't turn otut he way I planne dbut thas ok maybe my reunion will be better?
Bah....
Mmk so Mike post son Anatard'sGM forums.....Saying all this stuff abotu touside ppl's opinions. OK LOOK SEIROUSLY I'VE NOTICED THIS LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG AGO AND GOD FUCKING DAMN IT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL ARG BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HE DOESN'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT WHAT OTHER PPL SAY. RAWR~!!!! >_<
I told him considering other ppl's thoguhts is always a good thing. Yes we wanna be legit, but I also said what oen perosn thinks can spread by convincing other ppl. Like wtf....
Now they're making nominies for ppl who can be outside allies of ANtard? Pffft I STAND UP FOR ANATAR. But i can't lie and say, "Oh no all the GMs are nice..." Puni isn't nice. Cussing at ppl to make themgo to lobby 15. Yes cussing get syou far in lie....
...Imagine just how othe rppl would take it. Right w/e.....Lemmie shut up. Its not my serverm its not my bsiness, nto my stress, not my issue, not my public, I'm not the God of the server, w/e
ANYWAYZ
Today was my last day of being in the country o the U.S and today I leave at like 12:30 - 1:00 and my day was fucking ruined. I planne dit ot be liek a day to spend with ym friend but hah....right...like any of them get along....
Ok so see my day started of fine. Woke up Eddie early int he morning....Talked to him....
Then wne tonline talke dot arg that went ine later on I wanted t spend time with someppl on PSO for the final hours I had. Ok Device & Arg.....
....Now I think my last day on the itnernet and shit I wouldn't want Arg runnign aorudn btiching at me or anyone else. I really don't deserve it today. That pissed me the fuck off he ruined my day or bitching at Device for using MY LEGIT huge plantain fan......w/e Arg
Then I go away to take a shower then my mom and dad have this nice arguement which pissed me off even more. Then my mum did me hair and Monica payed a visit. Jenna nor Shiela came along to say bye to me on ym final day.....Ok....Nice....And they call themselves my bestestestetsttes friends...
Continuing...
My day jsut gets worse :D
Go onlien tryign to o the whole PSO hting again. Device n Eddie.....Mmk neither a good idea.....Got fucked over cause eddie and device don't get along.....
.....Eddie left...Right. Ok.
So we go out to the lobby and well Rachel runs into Anatar ............Mmk......Eddie leaves with her.....so I go on Scthack nd han gout in Lobby 3 with Aureo, Rachel, Eddie, n Device. Mmk so Eddie leaves and makes a room caus ehe can't stand to be device. Ok but wtf its my time to spend with my friends right?
So I go and wander itnot eh roomt hey're in....Mmk I'm being neglected but yeah ne wperson in there so I odn't say anything...Pretty shy.....Ok so I get no attneiton form eddie wa\hatosever throughotu the whole time....Pisses me off...but still I kept my motuth shut....
So then eddie starts tlaking sweet to this one chick and that pisse sme off. I'm not the type to get jelaous and I odn't liek being jealous so I just got pissed o even more. K......Then ater rachel and that hcick left ai just spit it all out....
.......So I gues smy damn didn't turn otut he way I planne dbut thas ok maybe my reunion will be better?
Bah....
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o_0;
Aug. 13., 2005 | 12:15 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
Needa shower ;x
K sorry about the other post just soem drama that pissed me off to the point I needed to take it out on my LJ.
Well, I feel pretty good today just a bit tired. ;x
Hm lets see.....
Well did I mention I'm going to puerto rico from August 17 - September 1? I think I did. Oh w/e.....
Well turns out my mtoher is tired of living with my father, she can't take his drunken behavior anymore and suggested that we move far away, out of state, out of country even. She told me she wouldn't care where to go. I wanna move to a state where I know ppl online....There are so many though that I have no idea WHERE to go o.O;.....
Florida, Ohio, Pennsylvania, New Jersey, new York, California, Montana, Tennessee, Mississippi, Maryland......
The place that overrules every other state is Florida, because I know the most ppl down there online. Question now is WHICH CITY >__<; Crapzorz.
Well, Clemens/Arg w/e you wanna call him, has been acting pretty strangely. o.o; Hm......Rawr.....Ok lets not dwell on that my head hurts thinking about him its too much to think about, gets me all paranoid.
Btw....Stolen from the lovelyravendream
The Info
So we've all got some secrets killing us, right? Here's the chance to get them out and say whatever's on your mind. It's healthy, so just try it.
Just say whatever it is you secretly feel about the person who posts this: It can be anything- I like you, I hate you, you're annoying, or just some little secret. Whatever it is, set it free!
The Rules
All comments will have IP logging turned off (no matter what! If the IPs are logged, it's cheating!).
Comment anonymously on this entry and tell exactly how you feel, even the stuff you've been keeping from me.
Don't be afraid to break my heart or hurt me, I can take it! This isn't looking for compliments, this is looking for your deepest feelings.
After you're done answering this, then take it and post it in your own LiveJournal. Make sure the IP logging is off, and get ready to find out the truth.
You may be as obvious as you wish, as long as you do not (under any circumstances) state who you are. You may also posted the comment as screened if you wish.
Ready. Set. Go!
Well, I feel pretty good today just a bit tired. ;x
Hm lets see.....
Well did I mention I'm going to puerto rico from August 17 - September 1? I think I did. Oh w/e.....
Well turns out my mtoher is tired of living with my father, she can't take his drunken behavior anymore and suggested that we move far away, out of state, out of country even. She told me she wouldn't care where to go. I wanna move to a state where I know ppl online....There are so many though that I have no idea WHERE to go o.O;.....
Florida, Ohio, Pennsylvania, New Jersey, new York, California, Montana, Tennessee, Mississippi, Maryland......
The place that overrules every other state is Florida, because I know the most ppl down there online. Question now is WHICH CITY >__<; Crapzorz.
Well, Clemens/Arg w/e you wanna call him, has been acting pretty strangely. o.o; Hm......Rawr.....Ok lets not dwell on that my head hurts thinking about him its too much to think about, gets me all paranoid.
Btw....Stolen from the lovely
ravendreamThe Info
So we've all got some secrets killing us, right? Here's the chance to get them out and say whatever's on your mind. It's healthy, so just try it.
Just say whatever it is you secretly feel about the person who posts this: It can be anything- I like you, I hate you, you're annoying, or just some little secret. Whatever it is, set it free!
The Rules
All comments will have IP logging turned off (no matter what! If the IPs are logged, it's cheating!).
Comment anonymously on this entry and tell exactly how you feel, even the stuff you've been keeping from me.
Don't be afraid to break my heart or hurt me, I can take it! This isn't looking for compliments, this is looking for your deepest feelings.
After you're done answering this, then take it and post it in your own LiveJournal. Make sure the IP logging is off, and get ready to find out the truth.
You may be as obvious as you wish, as long as you do not (under any circumstances) state who you are. You may also posted the comment as screened if you wish.
Ready. Set. Go!
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Throw your diamonds in the sky if you can feel the vibe....
Aug. 11., 2005 | 05:46 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
God help me?
Musik zur Zeit: Fatty Koo - It's Over
Clos eyour eyes and imagine....
HAH. I update once again. Let me tell you something. I'm tired of my life because all I continue doing is fucking huritng ppl. Rawr. Yes do it kill ppl emotionally and le them suffer I enjoy othe rppl's pain.
NO. I'm not that sick minded. FUCK. What teh hell am I doing? Why am I doing this? Why do I have to exist? Why do I have to keep hruting ppl? Why am I stressing myself? WHy do ppl stres sme? Why do I do things that i don't ntoice and it all continues to be things that make thigns worse than they already am? Why do I have to share htier pain? Why does this continue? Why si my life so full o bullshit? Why teh hell is it that every person I'm with end sup hating me for being reckless? Why do ppl constantly confront me about bullshit I really don't deserve to deal with? Why does it always have to do with tohe rppl? Why do I continue to have drama even thoguh i try so har dnot to go through it? Why didn't I die when I had the chance to?
Every day that passes by in my lie soemone is always gettign hurt by ME. Every day I am confrotned witht he painw ith tohers and i'm forced to deal with it because it involves ME. Why am I throw onto the gorund in front of them on my knees begging for them to forgive me? Inside I scream for them to stop, but why dont't ehy stop? is this my punsihemtn for being so mindless? Is this my punsihemtn or things that I did in the past?
Is this soemthign to make em a better person? What am I suppsoed to be getting out o this pain? It just gets worse and worse as it goes on....SO why itn ehell do they not notice that isnide I'mc ryign or them to stop......
I feel liek my life is a waste of time....
-= Bretahs in slowly. =-
Rodeirck, ROnald, Clemens, Myself, random ppl, Sapphire.....
The list goes on of ppl that have problems wiht me. Myself I knwo I fight with mself everyday.....
Once again....SLipping into my depression. =\
Feel the pain.
~Val-Chan
( pitty my pathetic LJ Rant )
HAH. I update once again. Let me tell you something. I'm tired of my life because all I continue doing is fucking huritng ppl. Rawr. Yes do it kill ppl emotionally and le them suffer I enjoy othe rppl's pain.
NO. I'm not that sick minded. FUCK. What teh hell am I doing? Why am I doing this? Why do I have to exist? Why do I have to keep hruting ppl? Why am I stressing myself? WHy do ppl stres sme? Why do I do things that i don't ntoice and it all continues to be things that make thigns worse than they already am? Why do I have to share htier pain? Why does this continue? Why si my life so full o bullshit? Why teh hell is it that every person I'm with end sup hating me for being reckless? Why do ppl constantly confront me about bullshit I really don't deserve to deal with? Why does it always have to do with tohe rppl? Why do I continue to have drama even thoguh i try so har dnot to go through it? Why didn't I die when I had the chance to?
Every day that passes by in my lie soemone is always gettign hurt by ME. Every day I am confrotned witht he painw ith tohers and i'm forced to deal with it because it involves ME. Why am I throw onto the gorund in front of them on my knees begging for them to forgive me? Inside I scream for them to stop, but why dont't ehy stop? is this my punsihemtn for being so mindless? Is this my punsihemtn or things that I did in the past?
Is this soemthign to make em a better person? What am I suppsoed to be getting out o this pain? It just gets worse and worse as it goes on....SO why itn ehell do they not notice that isnide I'mc ryign or them to stop......
I feel liek my life is a waste of time....
-= Bretahs in slowly. =-
Rodeirck, ROnald, Clemens, Myself, random ppl, Sapphire.....
The list goes on of ppl that have problems wiht me. Myself I knwo I fight with mself everyday.....
Once again....SLipping into my depression. =\
Feel the pain.
~Val-Chan
( pitty my pathetic LJ Rant )
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Long long no update
Aug. 10., 2005 | 01:05 am
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
I R TYPE
Musik zur Zeit: Namie Amuro - Wishing on the Same Star
I R UPDATE JOURNAL
Lmao.....Well since I've been back been through drama with Arg but we mad eup all is fine now XD
Bonded with Deadly more....o.o.... Dude..... Deadly.....Likes....Me. LIKE OMG. Lol. ^ ^; While Arg wans't with me I gave him a chance with me btu it didn't last long cause he didn't want to hurt Arg. I can see why. Deadly has a high repsect for Arg and like doesn't want to lose a friend like that X3 But Deadly is a sweet one. Won't forget the short tiem with him. It happened due to being sleep deprived I guess. Lol.
Well after all this....Got to talkign with Eddie again. been dying to for ages. Long time ago had this crush on him. Now I see why I was so undetermined to get a chance with him.....He calls ppl hun n shit and its just like UGH help me......I'm dying from jelaousy but I don't say anything because I udnerstand why he calls ppl hun. >P Huu huu. Dark Phoenix and Val-Chan (hax0red) are like PSO married. Val-Chan has a white ring and DP has a red ring. XD; Legit Val is a whore. She has anaffair with like ArgEr, Necros, and Device. rofl. But yes.....Some toher girl likes Eddie too.....o.o; -= Stays shut. =- Alright.....
Today wa sinteresting been on PSO legitly for a while now. Still on Anatar too. I btohered the shit out of Relynna. This conceededededed bitch I don't liek who thinks she's the shit cause she's madd nice. I ucking pissed her off. I kept running around her char inc ircles going, "I R KILL RELYNNA I R KILL" rofl. Then some random hackers came on Anatar fucking around with ppl. Me was tring to btoher the Gothic Angel chick becaus eher char was same height and same outfit jsu tnot he same looks and hair. Then I just bothered random ppl........Going "I R N00B GIVE ITEMZ" Device gave me a crappy gun called Varista XD;
Heehee. I feel like merging a picture of DP and Val and doing a wallpaper....omg.....I should.....o.o I got this picture screen shot thingi of Val and DP in Battle Area II which is so beautiul there is a balcony you stand on and you look out into the ocean at the sun and omg......Its so beautiful X3 So romantic. Me and Eddie just sit there enjoying eahc other's company. ^ ^ Rawr.
I'm pushing my comptuer's RAM....o.o
What i have open atm :
WinAmp
Copy of PSO Folder
Online/Oflien Patch
PSO For PC
Sire Kage's Buddy List
IM of Arg & Eddie
Broomop Cheats for PSO
FireFox
task Manager
XD;
Usually I can't have that much open I wonder why my comptuer is behaving so good. o.O;
Huu huu......
I ahd to get rid o MSN cause it gave me spyware and ad-ware ;-;
..........
Mmm....
~Val-Chan
P.S : I R DONE!!!!!!!1!!1!!111111oenoeneoneoenoneo
Lmao.....Well since I've been back been through drama with Arg but we mad eup all is fine now XD
Bonded with Deadly more....o.o.... Dude..... Deadly.....Likes....Me. LIKE OMG. Lol. ^ ^; While Arg wans't with me I gave him a chance with me btu it didn't last long cause he didn't want to hurt Arg. I can see why. Deadly has a high repsect for Arg and like doesn't want to lose a friend like that X3 But Deadly is a sweet one. Won't forget the short tiem with him. It happened due to being sleep deprived I guess. Lol.
Well after all this....Got to talkign with Eddie again. been dying to for ages. Long time ago had this crush on him. Now I see why I was so undetermined to get a chance with him.....He calls ppl hun n shit and its just like UGH help me......I'm dying from jelaousy but I don't say anything because I udnerstand why he calls ppl hun. >P Huu huu. Dark Phoenix and Val-Chan (hax0red) are like PSO married. Val-Chan has a white ring and DP has a red ring. XD; Legit Val is a whore. She has anaffair with like ArgEr, Necros, and Device. rofl. But yes.....Some toher girl likes Eddie too.....o.o; -= Stays shut. =- Alright.....
Today wa sinteresting been on PSO legitly for a while now. Still on Anatar too. I btohered the shit out of Relynna. This conceededededed bitch I don't liek who thinks she's the shit cause she's madd nice. I ucking pissed her off. I kept running around her char inc ircles going, "I R KILL RELYNNA I R KILL" rofl. Then some random hackers came on Anatar fucking around with ppl. Me was tring to btoher the Gothic Angel chick becaus eher char was same height and same outfit jsu tnot he same looks and hair. Then I just bothered random ppl........Going "I R N00B GIVE ITEMZ" Device gave me a crappy gun called Varista XD;
Heehee. I feel like merging a picture of DP and Val and doing a wallpaper....omg.....I should.....o.o I got this picture screen shot thingi of Val and DP in Battle Area II which is so beautiul there is a balcony you stand on and you look out into the ocean at the sun and omg......Its so beautiful X3 So romantic. Me and Eddie just sit there enjoying eahc other's company. ^ ^ Rawr.
I'm pushing my comptuer's RAM....o.o
What i have open atm :
WinAmp
Copy of PSO Folder
Online/Oflien Patch
PSO For PC
Sire Kage's Buddy List
IM of Arg & Eddie
Broomop Cheats for PSO
FireFox
task Manager
XD;
Usually I can't have that much open I wonder why my comptuer is behaving so good. o.O;
Huu huu......
I ahd to get rid o MSN cause it gave me spyware and ad-ware ;-;
..........
Mmm....
~Val-Chan
P.S : I R DONE!!!!!!!1!!1!!111111oenoeneoneoenoneo
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You can't accuse me o all the thing syou know you are guilty of....
Jul. 30., 2005 | 11:37 am
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
apathetic
Musik zur Zeit: ColdPlay - White Shadows
I GOT INTERNET BACK ZOMGOSH
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Uh Uh.....No cookie for j00
Jul. 17., 2005 | 07:00 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
cranky
.........Still no internet or anything this truely sucks and now Arg has a problem with me that he does't speak to me about.......o.o;
Well er.......not much to say
Harry Pottter book is hella good.....
Well er.......not much to say
Harry Pottter book is hella good.....
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Rofl.....;x
Jun. 29., 2005 | 09:59 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
depressed but angry
Musik zur Zeit: Nothing......
Val-Chan and ArgEr are PSO married.
Damn today was FUN well I finally got to use my Rabbit Wand on PSO wasted all ym time tryign to get to use (yes I fixed my compy) and wasted 20 of my grinders on that weapon Just for soemthng liek THIS to happen? Oh no...........
Well Device was the one that gave me the weapon along with a Magical Piece.......Girly weapons. o.o;
I gladly take them of course~! They're rares. hell yes I want them thank you very much. ;x
well as my fault he got itneragated 3 times for havign rares caus ehtey are still nto ocnvinced that he is as legit a bugger. Pffft w/e
Well.........Arg .........thank you.........for taking away my pride and joy rabbit wand........+22 at that..........
I got pissed off. Handed my rabbit wand to Device and told them all to leave me alone ^^;
Device doens't leave em aloen so eah w/e no problemw itht hat I take his side. Well I got off PSO. Went on MSN.........
Alright so he msged me on MSN ^^;........when you talk to Val as she ignored you I wanr yout hat she may bite.
Arg says:
still ignoring?....
Datei Engel says:
...e_e; No I'm just being very oddly quiet.
Arg says:
you didn't reply to any mails....
Datei Engel says:
I told you to leave me alone >P
Arg says:
...
Arg says:
don't stand at lobby then........
Datei Engel says:
T_T;
Datei Engel says:
........
Datei Engel says:
............
Datei Engel says:
I'll do it if I want to .
Datei Engel says:
Oh but don't sweat it
Datei Engel says:
after me using 20 of my grinders on that bunny wand
Datei Engel says:
You have been chosen to replace all of them.
Datei Engel says:
>P
Arg says:
>_>
Datei Engel says:
And then
Arg says:
you serious?
Datei Engel says:
you will go on a never ending quest
Datei Engel says:
to find a bunny wand
Arg says:
or just fooling around?
Datei Engel says:
Oh
Datei Engel says:
I'm serious
Datei Engel says:
Just see
Datei Engel says:
How mucha pain int eh ass it is
Datei Engel says:
to get a weapon
Arg says:
you got it for FREE...
WHAT did you have to do to get it in the first pace?
Arg says:
*place
Datei Engel says:
Nothing
Datei Engel says:
you have to feel Device's pain now.
Datei Engel says:
Imagine
Datei Engel says:
....
Arg says:
exactly...so....shut up...
Datei Engel says:
No
Datei Engel says:
fuck you
Datei Engel says:
;x
Arg says:
>_>
Arg says:
I didn't delete it
Arg says:
Damn today was FUN well I finally got to use my Rabbit Wand on PSO wasted all ym time tryign to get to use (yes I fixed my compy) and wasted 20 of my grinders on that weapon Just for soemthng liek THIS to happen? Oh no...........
Well Device was the one that gave me the weapon along with a Magical Piece.......Girly weapons. o.o;
I gladly take them of course~! They're rares. hell yes I want them thank you very much. ;x
well as my fault he got itneragated 3 times for havign rares caus ehtey are still nto ocnvinced that he is as legit a bugger. Pffft w/e
Well.........Arg .........thank you.........for taking away my pride and joy rabbit wand........+22 at that..........
I got pissed off. Handed my rabbit wand to Device and told them all to leave me alone ^^;
Device doens't leave em aloen so eah w/e no problemw itht hat I take his side. Well I got off PSO. Went on MSN.........
Alright so he msged me on MSN ^^;........when you talk to Val as she ignored you I wanr yout hat she may bite.
Arg says:
still ignoring?....
Datei Engel says:
...e_e; No I'm just being very oddly quiet.
Arg says:
you didn't reply to any mails....
Datei Engel says:
I told you to leave me alone >P
Arg says:
...
Arg says:
don't stand at lobby then........
Datei Engel says:
T_T;
Datei Engel says:
........
Datei Engel says:
............
Datei Engel says:
I'll do it if I want to .
Datei Engel says:
Oh but don't sweat it
Datei Engel says:
after me using 20 of my grinders on that bunny wand
Datei Engel says:
You have been chosen to replace all of them.
Datei Engel says:
>P
Arg says:
>_>
Datei Engel says:
And then
Arg says:
you serious?
Datei Engel says:
you will go on a never ending quest
Datei Engel says:
to find a bunny wand
Arg says:
or just fooling around?
Datei Engel says:
Oh
Datei Engel says:
I'm serious
Datei Engel says:
Just see
Datei Engel says:
How mucha pain int eh ass it is
Datei Engel says:
to get a weapon
Arg says:
you got it for FREE...
WHAT did you have to do to get it in the first pace?
Arg says:
*place
Datei Engel says:
Nothing
Datei Engel says:
you have to feel Device's pain now.
Datei Engel says:
Imagine
Datei Engel says:
....
Arg says:
exactly...so....shut up...
Datei Engel says:
No
Datei Engel says:
fuck you
Datei Engel says:
;x
Arg says:
>_>
Arg says:
I didn't delete it
Arg says:
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Val-Chan and ArgEr are PSO married.
Damn today was FUN well I finally got to use my Rabbit Wand on PSO wasted all ym time tryign to get to use (yes I fixed my compy) and wasted 20 of my grinders on that weapon Just for soemthng liek THIS to happen? Oh no...........
Well Device was the one that gave me the weapon along with a Magical Piece.......Girly weapons. o.o;
I gladly take them of course~! They're rares. hell yes I want them thank you very much. ;x
well as my fault he got itneragated 3 times for havign rares caus ehtey are still nto ocnvinced that he is as legit a bugger. Pffft w/e
Well.........Arg .........thank you.........for taking away my pride and joy rabbit wand........+22 at that..........
I got pissed off. Handed my rabbit wand to Device and told them all to leave me alone ^^;
Device doens't leave em aloen so eah w/e no problemw itht hat I take his side. Well I got off PSO. Went on MSN.........
Alright so he msged me on MSN ^^;........when you talk to Val as she ignored you I wanr yout hat she may bite.
Arg says:
still ignoring?....
Datei Engel says:
...e_e; No I'm just being very oddly quiet.
Arg says:
you didn't reply to any mails....
Datei Engel says:
I told you to leave me alone >P
Arg says:
...
Arg says:
don't stand at lobby then........
Datei Engel says:
T_T;
Datei Engel says:
........
Datei Engel says:
............
Datei Engel says:
I'll do it if I want to .
Datei Engel says:
Oh but don't sweat it
Datei Engel says:
after me using 20 of my grinders on that bunny wand
Datei Engel says:
You have been chosen to replace all of them.
Datei Engel says:
>P
Arg says:
>_>
Datei Engel says:
And then
Arg says:
you serious?
Datei Engel says:
you will go on a never ending quest
Datei Engel says:
to find a bunny wand
Arg says:
or just fooling around?
Datei Engel says:
Oh
Datei Engel says:
I'm serious
Datei Engel says:
Just see
Datei Engel says:
How mucha pain int eh ass it is
Datei Engel says:
to get a weapon
Arg says:
you got it for FREE...
WHAT did you have to do to get it in the first pace?
Arg says:
*place
Datei Engel says:
Nothing
Datei Engel says:
you have to feel Device's pain now.
Datei Engel says:
Imagine
Datei Engel says:
....
Arg says:
exactly...so....shut up...
Datei Engel says:
No
Datei Engel says:
fuck you
Datei Engel says:
;x
Arg says:
>_>
Arg says:
I didn't delete it
Arg says:
<_<
Datei Engel says:
I know.
Arg says:
you know what
Arg says:
firstly....
Arg says:
I told you often enough me being GM/Admin will bring us troubles....
Arg says:
secondly...I told often enough, mixixng servers (AND items) brings troubles
Arg says:
and thirdly...Im pretty sure, from just the items he has (even if they look legit - which I don't doubt), other GMs can and will call him suspicious...if not even hacker
Arg says:
forthly...I had to inspect him THREE times(twice too many to begin with >_>).....do I look like in a good mood?
Arg says:
and now tell me...why am I the mean one?
Datei Engel says:
Cause your one pain int he ass~
Arg says:
well, thank you
Arg says:
then I shall not be a pain anymore? >_>
Arg says:
and just dump everything...
seeing noone is thankfull (especially not you) for my work
Datei Engel says:
Oh no I'm thankful btu what pisses me off is how I wasted so much on that rabbit wand spending horu sone nd trying to be able to use and when I finally use it itgets taken away from me and it had the hgihest ATP
Datei Engel says:
w/e
Datei Engel says:
its just a game
Datei Engel says:
fuck it
Datei Engel says:
And don't go around dumping shit just cause ppl aren't thankful.
Arg says:
its always the same
Arg says:
I do GM stuff...you get angry
Datei Engel says:
well when I'm stuck int he middle of it yes
Datei Engel says:
other GM stuff
Datei Engel says:
its jsut plain annoying to hear it everyday
Arg says:
on a side note...
Arg says:
you brought device -_-
Datei Engel says:
So the blame is on me.
Arg says:
no
Arg says:
comment to this
Arg says:
Datei Engel sagt:
well when I'm stuck int he middle of it yes
Arg says:
Datei Engel sagt:
Oh no I'm thankful btu what pisses me off is how I wasted so much on that rabbit wand spending horu sone nd trying to be able to use and when I finally use it itgets taken away from me and it had the hgihest ATP
Arg says:
well, sorry for that lvling >_>
but on a side note...at your lvl...your mag should already be lvl200
Arg says:
and highest atp...
Arg says:
you know damn well, that you're a FO
Datei Engel says:
And I knwo dman well that I'mt rying to be different
Datei Engel says:
is that too muc to ask for?
Arg says:
no...but claiming about how your "atp" weaps sucks....is nonsense
Arg says:
*complaining
Datei Engel says:
Nonsense...
Arg says:
explain again...why you're always angry at me?
Arg says:
I wouldn't believe the way you make it sound....
I follow the rules, so you're angry
I do my job, so you're angry
I try be fair, so you're angry
where does this, pain in the ass come in?
Datei Engel says:
I todl you already~!
Datei Engel says:
I always get stuck int he middle of it >_<
Arg says:
thats because its always regarding you!
Arg says:
and in what way is that my fault?
Datei Engel says:
NO SHIT HSERLOCK ..........good job good job..................Hell its not your fault. but you do have soemthign to do with it.
Datei Engel says:
Cause it gets constantly annoying.
Datei Engel says:
The same thing
Datei Engel says:
oevr and over
Datei Engel says:
Regarding th esame shit
Datei Engel says:
You know what
Datei Engel says:
why am I mad at you?!
Arg says:
I offered you often enough....that I'll quit Admin for you -_-
Datei Engel says:
Lemmie be mad at myself
Datei Engel says:
for being mad at you
Arg says:
just...say so...I'll dammit stop >.<
Datei Engel says:
But they need you god damn it.
Arg says:
so what? you need me too....right?
Datei Engel says:
Hell the yes I do.
Arg says:
well sweetie....I don't like you being angry at me...
for something that doesn't have to be...and yet shouldn't be...
Arg says:
if it indeed is my fault...I'll accept your anger...
but in this case....its no good
Datei Engel says:
-= Lays her head against his shoulder stare sta the ground. =- Once again as I always aay int he end........I'm sorry.........but this time gravely sorry.......I spazzed out.
Arg says:
*sighs. Leans head against hers, moves one hand onto her head, stroking gently* ...I see....ok...: /
where does this anger come from, sweetie?
Datei Engel says:
From the inner dark side of myself that says that is saying, "Hell all this GM shit makes me want to run back crawling to KOTRT and use w/e I want to use without an problems"
Arg says:
: /
Arg says:
if its such a big deal for you....
go play on Kotrt...and stay there, no problems...
but just don't invite please...I dislike it there
Datei Engel says:
Fine w/e you say ;x
Datei Engel says:
I have no problem with that.
Arg says:
ok : /
Datei Engel says:
Mmk
Ugh -= Sighs. =-
w/e ;x
I say......I'm mean. I feel bad.....-= Sigh. =- I have a short fuse.......
Man........On a bit even worse note DEADLY HAS LEFT ANATAR......NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU He should've saved his character tot he server like I do ;-; Nyah~! >_<;
Damn his brother........the fucker........along wiht that his brother hurt him. I'll fucking kill hs brother. thas not ucking right.......Its just not. Ppl were going against him too. Omg. well I snitche dbut I need to stop snitcing abotu stuff that goes on. I couldn't dare tell him abotut he ppl whow ere against him directly so I had to do it indirectly and have Arg tell him. But I'm nto too sure that Arg told him. Dodge disrespected Deadly......I swear to God I wanted to kill him. He fucking impersonated Deadly and said soems tuff about losing his lvl and hsi weapons and that he cna't be GM no more. well hellw tf...........turns otu that actuall really happened. He orshadowed an event. Dodge had told me about his little plan on taking Deadly's place so maybe he had soemthign to do with it. I fucking hate him..........-.-
Meh.........
W/e........
Well irl.........We are going through real touch times with moneyw e hardly even have anmore really. Our fridge is almsot fully empty and so is our freezer. I didn't find much to eattoday so I'm starving. Nothing to eat at all......
We dont' even have a dollar........The phone got cut off along with the cable next is my itnernet.....
Pathetic, right? -.-
~Val-Chan
Damn today was FUN well I finally got to use my Rabbit Wand on PSO wasted all ym time tryign to get to use (yes I fixed my compy) and wasted 20 of my grinders on that weapon Just for soemthng liek THIS to happen? Oh no...........
Well Device was the one that gave me the weapon along with a Magical Piece.......Girly weapons. o.o;
I gladly take them of course~! They're rares. hell yes I want them thank you very much. ;x
well as my fault he got itneragated 3 times for havign rares caus ehtey are still nto ocnvinced that he is as legit a bugger. Pffft w/e
Well.........Arg .........thank you.........for taking away my pride and joy rabbit wand........+22 at that..........
I got pissed off. Handed my rabbit wand to Device and told them all to leave me alone ^^;
Device doens't leave em aloen so eah w/e no problemw itht hat I take his side. Well I got off PSO. Went on MSN.........
Alright so he msged me on MSN ^^;........when you talk to Val as she ignored you I wanr yout hat she may bite.
Arg says:
still ignoring?....
Datei Engel says:
...e_e; No I'm just being very oddly quiet.
Arg says:
you didn't reply to any mails....
Datei Engel says:
I told you to leave me alone >P
Arg says:
...
Arg says:
don't stand at lobby then........
Datei Engel says:
T_T;
Datei Engel says:
........
Datei Engel says:
............
Datei Engel says:
I'll do it if I want to .
Datei Engel says:
Oh but don't sweat it
Datei Engel says:
after me using 20 of my grinders on that bunny wand
Datei Engel says:
You have been chosen to replace all of them.
Datei Engel says:
>P
Arg says:
>_>
Datei Engel says:
And then
Arg says:
you serious?
Datei Engel says:
you will go on a never ending quest
Datei Engel says:
to find a bunny wand
Arg says:
or just fooling around?
Datei Engel says:
Oh
Datei Engel says:
I'm serious
Datei Engel says:
Just see
Datei Engel says:
How mucha pain int eh ass it is
Datei Engel says:
to get a weapon
Arg says:
you got it for FREE...
WHAT did you have to do to get it in the first pace?
Arg says:
*place
Datei Engel says:
Nothing
Datei Engel says:
you have to feel Device's pain now.
Datei Engel says:
Imagine
Datei Engel says:
....
Arg says:
exactly...so....shut up...
Datei Engel says:
No
Datei Engel says:
fuck you
Datei Engel says:
;x
Arg says:
>_>
Arg says:
I didn't delete it
Arg says:
<_<
Datei Engel says:
I know.
Arg says:
you know what
Arg says:
firstly....
Arg says:
I told you often enough me being GM/Admin will bring us troubles....
Arg says:
secondly...I told often enough, mixixng servers (AND items) brings troubles
Arg says:
and thirdly...Im pretty sure, from just the items he has (even if they look legit - which I don't doubt), other GMs can and will call him suspicious...if not even hacker
Arg says:
forthly...I had to inspect him THREE times(twice too many to begin with >_>).....do I look like in a good mood?
Arg says:
and now tell me...why am I the mean one?
Datei Engel says:
Cause your one pain int he ass~
Arg says:
well, thank you
Arg says:
then I shall not be a pain anymore? >_>
Arg says:
and just dump everything...
seeing noone is thankfull (especially not you) for my work
Datei Engel says:
Oh no I'm thankful btu what pisses me off is how I wasted so much on that rabbit wand spending horu sone nd trying to be able to use and when I finally use it itgets taken away from me and it had the hgihest ATP
Datei Engel says:
w/e
Datei Engel says:
its just a game
Datei Engel says:
fuck it
Datei Engel says:
And don't go around dumping shit just cause ppl aren't thankful.
Arg says:
its always the same
Arg says:
I do GM stuff...you get angry
Datei Engel says:
well when I'm stuck int he middle of it yes
Datei Engel says:
other GM stuff
Datei Engel says:
its jsut plain annoying to hear it everyday
Arg says:
on a side note...
Arg says:
you brought device -_-
Datei Engel says:
So the blame is on me.
Arg says:
no
Arg says:
comment to this
Arg says:
Datei Engel sagt:
well when I'm stuck int he middle of it yes
Arg says:
Datei Engel sagt:
Oh no I'm thankful btu what pisses me off is how I wasted so much on that rabbit wand spending horu sone nd trying to be able to use and when I finally use it itgets taken away from me and it had the hgihest ATP
Arg says:
well, sorry for that lvling >_>
but on a side note...at your lvl...your mag should already be lvl200
Arg says:
and highest atp...
Arg says:
you know damn well, that you're a FO
Datei Engel says:
And I knwo dman well that I'mt rying to be different
Datei Engel says:
is that too muc to ask for?
Arg says:
no...but claiming about how your "atp" weaps sucks....is nonsense
Arg says:
*complaining
Datei Engel says:
Nonsense...
Arg says:
explain again...why you're always angry at me?
Arg says:
I wouldn't believe the way you make it sound....
I follow the rules, so you're angry
I do my job, so you're angry
I try be fair, so you're angry
where does this, pain in the ass come in?
Datei Engel says:
I todl you already~!
Datei Engel says:
I always get stuck int he middle of it >_<
Arg says:
thats because its always regarding you!
Arg says:
and in what way is that my fault?
Datei Engel says:
NO SHIT HSERLOCK ..........good job good job..................Hell its not your fault. but you do have soemthign to do with it.
Datei Engel says:
Cause it gets constantly annoying.
Datei Engel says:
The same thing
Datei Engel says:
oevr and over
Datei Engel says:
Regarding th esame shit
Datei Engel says:
You know what
Datei Engel says:
why am I mad at you?!
Arg says:
I offered you often enough....that I'll quit Admin for you -_-
Datei Engel says:
Lemmie be mad at myself
Datei Engel says:
for being mad at you
Arg says:
just...say so...I'll dammit stop >.<
Datei Engel says:
But they need you god damn it.
Arg says:
so what? you need me too....right?
Datei Engel says:
Hell the yes I do.
Arg says:
well sweetie....I don't like you being angry at me...
for something that doesn't have to be...and yet shouldn't be...
Arg says:
if it indeed is my fault...I'll accept your anger...
but in this case....its no good
Datei Engel says:
-= Lays her head against his shoulder stare sta the ground. =- Once again as I always aay int he end........I'm sorry.........but this time gravely sorry.......I spazzed out.
Arg says:
*sighs. Leans head against hers, moves one hand onto her head, stroking gently* ...I see....ok...: /
where does this anger come from, sweetie?
Datei Engel says:
From the inner dark side of myself that says that is saying, "Hell all this GM shit makes me want to run back crawling to KOTRT and use w/e I want to use without an problems"
Arg says:
: /
Arg says:
if its such a big deal for you....
go play on Kotrt...and stay there, no problems...
but just don't invite please...I dislike it there
Datei Engel says:
Fine w/e you say ;x
Datei Engel says:
I have no problem with that.
Arg says:
ok : /
Datei Engel says:
Mmk
Ugh -= Sighs. =-
w/e ;x
I say......I'm mean. I feel bad.....-= Sigh. =- I have a short fuse.......
Man........On a bit even worse note DEADLY HAS LEFT ANATAR......NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU He should've saved his character tot he server like I do ;-; Nyah~! >_<;
Damn his brother........the fucker........along wiht that his brother hurt him. I'll fucking kill hs brother. thas not ucking right.......Its just not. Ppl were going against him too. Omg. well I snitche dbut I need to stop snitcing abotu stuff that goes on. I couldn't dare tell him abotut he ppl whow ere against him directly so I had to do it indirectly and have Arg tell him. But I'm nto too sure that Arg told him. Dodge disrespected Deadly......I swear to God I wanted to kill him. He fucking impersonated Deadly and said soems tuff about losing his lvl and hsi weapons and that he cna't be GM no more. well hellw tf...........turns otu that actuall really happened. He orshadowed an event. Dodge had told me about his little plan on taking Deadly's place so maybe he had soemthign to do with it. I fucking hate him..........-.-
Meh.........
W/e........
Well irl.........We are going through real touch times with moneyw e hardly even have anmore really. Our fridge is almsot fully empty and so is our freezer. I didn't find much to eattoday so I'm starving. Nothing to eat at all......
We dont' even have a dollar........The phone got cut off along with the cable next is my itnernet.....
Pathetic, right? -.-
~Val-Chan
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.....engulfed in a world bound by insanity.....
Jun. 23., 2005 | 01:25 am
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
eh.....
Musik zur Zeit: Namie Amuro - Put 'Em Up
^^;
I quoted myself form one of my poems. Gosh. Lol. When was the last tiem I updated? coupel days ago ne?
Well funny how I have 2 brothers online now.......no......3......But the thrid one hs been neglecting me lately. No matter how many times I IM him. Roderick is acting weird liek I'm annoying to him ro something.,.....Meh.......
Well the lil rbtoher of my cousin that died was sleeping over or 2 days. He was annoing. He kept btohering Clemens and my toher friends too but mostly Clemens. H ejust had a crush on him is all. e.e; Clemens doesn't want me cussing anymore. Ouch. That's going to be terribly hard. And I need to stop being perverted too. Which is pretty easy for me I just need to give up a few things. Just nt my hentai. Because I love hentai. o.O; The art in hentai CDs is amazing ^^; Despite the fact its a bit overdone and unreal......o.O
Well I went picture hunting toda which was fun ^^; heehee. I feel like doing a survey but nah. Too tired.
Val has switched back into "Obsess over Bjork" mode. Man I change ver quickly xD I need an iPod so I can store all this music and not lose it >.<
Oh oh.....Eddie and me are riends again o_o; WOW......But not like I hated him int he first palce. I was waiting or him actually. ._.; Very patiently......Device is hookin' me up with some dreamcast ISP so that I can go on the internet with my PSO. ^__^ I just need that web browser disk form him. xD He has 2 so he's sending me one int he mail. Heehee. He better nto forget or anything >.<; I'll die~! I'm dyign to play on ym DC with PSO.
We got our house appraised and foudn out how much it's worth o.O; Its like 400,000.........maybe more. Its a small rumor. Well we remodeled the house so t has to be alot since we changed it for the better :D Hope its alot cause I'm ding for a new comptuer modem thingi and a new monitor. Mouse and keybaord are fine just monitor and modem is what bothers me. But you know? I can just always reformat this one, update its RAM to its maximum, and get a new monitor ^^; Man .......
Heehee. Refinancing is fun. WHy don't we do this more often?!
We might be movingdown o florida....unless.....My mother suddenly changed he rmind ~____~; I hope she doens't I have tons of friends down in Florida.....
Ma-Chan, Javier, Bliss, Izzy, Victor, Roderick, Casey, ppl from DA an dLJ too and ohhhhhhhhh how I want to go down there~!!!!! Ma-Chan wants me to move to his city town thingi. Lol. Wow......Wonder what taht would be like. o.o; I think ti would be fun though since I got all 3 of my brothers down there. Aw man.....How much fun it would be.....Roderick and Caseyd on't technically live in Florida but they live close enoguh to it. Lol.
I wonder what would I do i I met them al irl....
Ma-Chan I would prolly hug and all that along with Javier and we'd be a happy family right there. I'd invite them to go places with me and like go to the same schoola nd take the same clases and oh what fucking fun ^^;
Izzy and Victor I promise them soemthing special. Victor I promise to spend time with him and torture him with my existance and Izzy.....i want him to be more of a fun perosn to be around and mro eromantic. He said he wa sneithe rof those so I would teach him. Cuase that's what girls like....well....er.....some......>_>; heh...
BLISS I WOULD HUMP HER TO DEATH o_o; An dhtne get my ass beat by her bf ^^;.......
Dunnow hat I'd do with other ppl cause I dun remmeebr who lives in flroida and stuff. So many....o.o
Then again I'm leaving behind my home and my friends and stuff. Which sucks ass......But yeah. Startin' a new live is good.....
~Val-Chan
I quoted myself form one of my poems. Gosh. Lol. When was the last tiem I updated? coupel days ago ne?
Well funny how I have 2 brothers online now.......no......3......But the thrid one hs been neglecting me lately. No matter how many times I IM him. Roderick is acting weird liek I'm annoying to him ro something.,.....Meh.......
Well the lil rbtoher of my cousin that died was sleeping over or 2 days. He was annoing. He kept btohering Clemens and my toher friends too but mostly Clemens. H ejust had a crush on him is all. e.e; Clemens doesn't want me cussing anymore. Ouch. That's going to be terribly hard. And I need to stop being perverted too. Which is pretty easy for me I just need to give up a few things. Just nt my hentai. Because I love hentai. o.O; The art in hentai CDs is amazing ^^; Despite the fact its a bit overdone and unreal......o.O
Well I went picture hunting toda which was fun ^^; heehee. I feel like doing a survey but nah. Too tired.
Val has switched back into "Obsess over Bjork" mode. Man I change ver quickly xD I need an iPod so I can store all this music and not lose it >.<
Oh oh.....Eddie and me are riends again o_o; WOW......But not like I hated him int he first palce. I was waiting or him actually. ._.; Very patiently......Device is hookin' me up with some dreamcast ISP so that I can go on the internet with my PSO. ^__^ I just need that web browser disk form him. xD He has 2 so he's sending me one int he mail. Heehee. He better nto forget or anything >.<; I'll die~! I'm dyign to play on ym DC with PSO.
We got our house appraised and foudn out how much it's worth o.O; Its like 400,000.........maybe more. Its a small rumor. Well we remodeled the house so t has to be alot since we changed it for the better :D Hope its alot cause I'm ding for a new comptuer modem thingi and a new monitor. Mouse and keybaord are fine just monitor and modem is what bothers me. But you know? I can just always reformat this one, update its RAM to its maximum, and get a new monitor ^^; Man .......
Heehee. Refinancing is fun. WHy don't we do this more often?!
We might be movingdown o florida....unless.....My mother suddenly changed he rmind ~____~; I hope she doens't I have tons of friends down in Florida.....
Ma-Chan, Javier, Bliss, Izzy, Victor, Roderick, Casey, ppl from DA an dLJ too and ohhhhhhhhh how I want to go down there~!!!!! Ma-Chan wants me to move to his city town thingi. Lol. Wow......Wonder what taht would be like. o.o; I think ti would be fun though since I got all 3 of my brothers down there. Aw man.....How much fun it would be.....Roderick and Caseyd on't technically live in Florida but they live close enoguh to it. Lol.
I wonder what would I do i I met them al irl....
Ma-Chan I would prolly hug and all that along with Javier and we'd be a happy family right there. I'd invite them to go places with me and like go to the same schoola nd take the same clases and oh what fucking fun ^^;
Izzy and Victor I promise them soemthing special. Victor I promise to spend time with him and torture him with my existance and Izzy.....i want him to be more of a fun perosn to be around and mro eromantic. He said he wa sneithe rof those so I would teach him. Cuase that's what girls like....well....er.....some......>_>; heh...
BLISS I WOULD HUMP HER TO DEATH o_o; An dhtne get my ass beat by her bf ^^;.......
Dunnow hat I'd do with other ppl cause I dun remmeebr who lives in flroida and stuff. So many....o.o
Then again I'm leaving behind my home and my friends and stuff. Which sucks ass......But yeah. Startin' a new live is good.....
~Val-Chan
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You Only Live Twice
Jun. 19., 2005 | 12:33 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
blah
Musik zur Zeit: Bjork - Come to Me
Mna yesterday was dramatic. O_o; But elt me tell you abotu ym Friday
So on Frida I was gonna go to a graduation. Wne tot the mall and bogutht he bish a teddy bear and a balloon with a card and then we went to eh rhouse I got dropped off went to the graduation lot of ppl crying singing teachers speaking. Heh......After that we went to a carnival. What btohered me was that she had soemthign planned behidn that. That she had planned to go soemwhere with ehr OTHER friends irst. They wanted to go to the movies. I grabbed Jessica and pulled her away out the building not saying a word onyl that we had to go......
We went to the carnival tok some random pictures. >P It was so fun~! This guy tried flurting with me at teh carnival. Bleh. Lol.
We went inside the mall to get us some sprite~!
Went ot her hosue and played PSO.
M ewent hoem at 11:00
MMMOOOO
Next day woek upw en ton comtuer went to siging classes and some toher palces then went home and stayed ont eh comtpuer whiel mother went to soem picnic and then yeah when she came hoem they had a big arguement that lasted for hours which was pretty tiring. Mom left the house and came back wandered into my room and slept on my bed. Me was pretty mad.....o.o; I don't lieks haring beds. Fatrher came in drunkyful todl themt oget the fuck out i they wanted to argue.....On a lgihter note ronald flicked me off itnot he trash can again. Heh.......w/e........Got more than him.
~Val-Chan
So on Frida I was gonna go to a graduation. Wne tot the mall and bogutht he bish a teddy bear and a balloon with a card and then we went to eh rhouse I got dropped off went to the graduation lot of ppl crying singing teachers speaking. Heh......After that we went to a carnival. What btohered me was that she had soemthign planned behidn that. That she had planned to go soemwhere with ehr OTHER friends irst. They wanted to go to the movies. I grabbed Jessica and pulled her away out the building not saying a word onyl that we had to go......
We went to the carnival tok some random pictures. >P It was so fun~! This guy tried flurting with me at teh carnival. Bleh. Lol.
We went inside the mall to get us some sprite~!
Went ot her hosue and played PSO.
M ewent hoem at 11:00
MMMOOOO
Next day woek upw en ton comtuer went to siging classes and some toher palces then went home and stayed ont eh comtpuer whiel mother went to soem picnic and then yeah when she came hoem they had a big arguement that lasted for hours which was pretty tiring. Mom left the house and came back wandered into my room and slept on my bed. Me was pretty mad.....o.o; I don't lieks haring beds. Fatrher came in drunkyful todl themt oget the fuck out i they wanted to argue.....On a lgihter note ronald flicked me off itnot he trash can again. Heh.......w/e........Got more than him.
~Val-Chan
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I play dead.....It stops the hurting......
Jun. 16., 2005 | 08:50 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
bored
Musik zur Zeit: Bjork - Play Dead
Today was the last day of school and my ocmptuer crashed and died. Heh thinking o getting a ne wmodem. And well finanical problems are hlding me back from doing anythign at the momment. Tsh.....Life sucks
I feel so poor~
I feel so poor~
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Out of all the things that you could've done you chose to walk away.....
Jun. 15., 2005 | 08:46 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
crushed
Musik zur Zeit: Watching T.V
........ Do I have much more to day thank that I think I'm lsupping back into suicide?
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DAS TIER IN MIR
Jun. 15., 2005 | 12:25 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: content
Musik zur Zeit: Bandoleros - Acelera & EIKO - To lsoe in Amber
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
This guy is scarry o.o;
Then comes the hcick wiht the pretty voice singing
Silva in lomine~ Stelarum est~
All this toher stuff then goes RAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHR
With the guy again.......Damn German music. >P
Rofl. Well tomorrow is my las tday o school then I am free~~!!!!! I'm goign to miss it though seeing all my friends and stuff moo ^^;
Lol. This song I have in Jpanese its techno its called "Fuck me" its hilarious in the begining >P
~Val-Chan
....Not too much to say today....
P.S > I got my own PSO server....
This guy is scarry o.o;
Then comes the hcick wiht the pretty voice singing
Silva in lomine~ Stelarum est~
All this toher stuff then goes RAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHR
With the guy again.......Damn German music. >P
Rofl. Well tomorrow is my las tday o school then I am free~~!!!!! I'm goign to miss it though seeing all my friends and stuff moo ^^;
Lol. This song I have in Jpanese its techno its called "Fuck me" its hilarious in the begining >P
~Val-Chan
....Not too much to say today....
P.S > I got my own PSO server....
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...>.>;
Jun. 14., 2005 | 04:58 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: 
thoughtful
Musik zur Zeit: Bandoleros - En el Callejon
Love is about pain. Plain and simple. It's this feeling of not being able to live without someone, and not wanting to. Love is crying yourself to sleep at night. Love is waking up and forcing yourself out of bed because you want to see them. It's having someone carefully place the scalpel to your chest, taking your heart out, and promptly performing a clog dance on it. And you don't care. It theirs to do whatever with. It's the razor blade down your wrists when you miss them. It's the inability to be happy or complete without them. It, of course, can be about the fluffy bunny feelings. It can be about wrestling under the blankets, cuddling and kisses on your forehead, enjoying companionable silence, writing silly poems, using stupid nicknames (always involving something sweet). But at the root of love, it's about suffering. Without the pain, the fluffy moments would mean nothing. It wouldn't be love, because love is not disposable. When the happy feelings fade, you can't leave them. You want to be with them, no matter what. Come hell or high water, they're all you want. Love is NOT something that happens at first sight -- far too easy. It's not meeting someone, screwing them silly, dating them for a few weeks, and leaving them for someone who has something better to offer. A bigger dick. Money. When you love someone, they are part of you until the day you die, like it or not.
My friend Bliss wrote that.
My friend Bliss wrote that.
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Silva en Nomine.
Jun. 14., 2005 | 01:18 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: depressed
Musik zur Zeit: Bandoleros - Me Arrepiento
Heehee.
Alright since well this is btoehring me a whoel mess I wanna get tis off my chest. Really I didn't knwo that the ppl on Anatar actually thoguht of me as a friend I htoguth ti was just a game you know? I didn't know I was that close to them friendship wise but I guess I was wrong....
-= Sighs. =- So I guess I really did hurt them by goign behidn their back and going against them by convincing them I owuldn't hack and shit and then they pretty much trusted me........Yuho. I was so wrong for doign what i did I wish they would forgive me someimte soon because I feel so awful after finding out that I was beign hated......disliked.....ppl are against me.......To return to a place where I'm nto wanted hurts.....It really does.....-.-; I feel so hurt hurt.......Clemens was tlelign me abotu how much I reallyd id hrut them omg I felt like crying. I didn't know I was so mean~. Omg.....The guilty just builds up on me its awful ._.; what am I suppsoed to do?! None of them will dare speak to me........Maybe deadl but thats it. Omg -= shakes he rhead slowly. =- i didn't knwo I had no idea~! >_<;
I thoguht they didn't care abotu me.....I thoguth they just took me as someone to play with talk with and stuff not somethign so close......
-= Bnags head against desk. =- HOW AM I SUPPSOED TO REDEEM MYSELF?! After what I did~! ;___; Oh God~! Forgive me.....I feel so AWFUL.....-.-
Lets move on ok?
Today was finals again of course period 3 & 4 ....Science and World Civ. It was so hot sititng ther eunabel to concentrate on ym work but at least tomorrow I get out early `___`
Suppsoedly I'm getting a job soon to work up some money for whateve the heell I want and then some lad is gonna come help me become my little famous "singer" self. She's gonna help me alogn with way and stuff.
Moo....I'ma go ask Clemy-poo if he wishes to play PSO with meh....
~Val-Chan
Alright since well this is btoehring me a whoel mess I wanna get tis off my chest. Really I didn't knwo that the ppl on Anatar actually thoguht of me as a friend I htoguth ti was just a game you know? I didn't know I was that close to them friendship wise but I guess I was wrong....
-= Sighs. =- So I guess I really did hurt them by goign behidn their back and going against them by convincing them I owuldn't hack and shit and then they pretty much trusted me........Yuho. I was so wrong for doign what i did I wish they would forgive me someimte soon because I feel so awful after finding out that I was beign hated......disliked.....ppl are against me.......To return to a place where I'm nto wanted hurts.....It really does.....-.-; I feel so hurt hurt.......Clemens was tlelign me abotu how much I reallyd id hrut them omg I felt like crying. I didn't know I was so mean~. Omg.....The guilty just builds up on me its awful ._.; what am I suppsoed to do?! None of them will dare speak to me........Maybe deadl but thats it. Omg -= shakes he rhead slowly. =- i didn't knwo I had no idea~! >_<;
I thoguht they didn't care abotu me.....I thoguth they just took me as someone to play with talk with and stuff not somethign so close......
-= Bnags head against desk. =- HOW AM I SUPPSOED TO REDEEM MYSELF?! After what I did~! ;___; Oh God~! Forgive me.....I feel so AWFUL.....-.-
Lets move on ok?
Today was finals again of course period 3 & 4 ....Science and World Civ. It was so hot sititng ther eunabel to concentrate on ym work but at least tomorrow I get out early `___`
Suppsoedly I'm getting a job soon to work up some money for whateve the heell I want and then some lad is gonna come help me become my little famous "singer" self. She's gonna help me alogn with way and stuff.
Moo....I'ma go ask Clemy-poo if he wishes to play PSO with meh....
~Val-Chan
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FICK DICH.
Jun. 13., 2005 | 02:43 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: apathetic
Musik zur Zeit: Keishia Cole - I just want it to be Over
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And so We Begin
Jun. 13., 2005 | 02:34 pm
Stimmung zur Zeit: apathetic
Musik zur Zeit: KOTOKO - Face of Fact remix
OH NO`! FINALS.......;-;
Gym finals sucked. I messe dup twice. Once cause I didn't knwo that we had to get dressed desoute tge facrt we weren't goign to do anythign at all. second of all she told us not to write on the question paper and well the fact that it had "Name, Date, period" tempted me to write on it >___>;
English finals went good ._. I had terrible cramps durign that oen though. I could hardly cocnentrate and I was frustrated and I felt liek crying. >_< Thats hwo much it hurt. Grrrr.
I was so annoyed today by the fact that ti was so hot and I had the worse cramps int he world AND IS TILL DO. I could barely walk~! Even now I don't want to stand up from my comptuer chair because of the pain I get when I walk. ~_~ Moo~
If you ahven;t nticed already, my LJ is in German. XD Just cause I want it to be.....I like German. Always been fascianted by it. e_e
Bored otu o my mind~!
OMG Guess what?! I got invited to a party at a freinds hosue for July 1st. I never been invited to a party before ^^; a few times but not a part like this one.....Like oen that doesn't involve my relatives. >.>;
It sucks to be me. Not much of an active person. XD
~Val-Chan
Gym finals sucked. I messe dup twice. Once cause I didn't knwo that we had to get dressed desoute tge facrt we weren't goign to do anythign at all. second of all she told us not to write on the question paper and well the fact that it had "Name, Date, period" tempted me to write on it >___>;
English finals went good ._. I had terrible cramps durign that oen though. I could hardly cocnentrate and I was frustrated and I felt liek crying. >_< Thats hwo much it hurt. Grrrr.
I was so annoyed today by the fact that ti was so hot and I had the worse cramps int he world AND IS TILL DO. I could barely walk~! Even now I don't want to stand up from my comptuer chair because of the pain I get when I walk. ~_~ Moo~
If you ahven;t nticed already, my LJ is in German. XD Just cause I want it to be.....I like German. Always been fascianted by it. e_e
Bored otu o my mind~!
OMG Guess what?! I got invited to a party at a freinds hosue for July 1st. I never been invited to a party before ^^; a few times but not a part like this one.....Like oen that doesn't involve my relatives. >.>;
It sucks to be me. Not much of an active person. XD
~Val-Chan